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Confined
02:23
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Hand Of Doubt
Smallest things split my mind in two
Lately I just don’t know what to do
Search for peace but still there’s no release
Sharpen my teeth, bite my own tongue
Nothing can save me from what I’ve become
Have you ever been torn in two?
Have you learned your true value?
Suffer and grow
Confined by my shadow
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Perfect Dose
02:27
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Nothing ever changes
Everything remains stagnant
Question my reality
Never whole just a fragment
Poison myself to try and feel
Convince myself nothing's real
The perfect dose seeps through my skin
Like cuts that just won't heal
I'm still a sinner
And I still feel numb
Nothing ever changes
No matter how far I've come
Poison my own body
Anything to feel all right
But nothing stops the nightmares
Every fucking night
Look for something I'll never find
I guess I'll never have peace of mind
Can't wait to escape the pressure of being alive
I let living suck the life out of me
Became someone I never want to be
Always dwelling on the pain of my past
How long will the misery last?
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Framed In Despair
02:57
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No control
I’ve learned to love these chains
But I can’t find the joy in anything
The weight is crushing and the future is bleak
My head is spinning and my bones are weak
No control over life itself
Hold it all in can’t explain how it felt
Every day played on repeat
Running in circles finding nothing I seek
A picture left unpainted while I’m framed in despair
Disturbed by my state of mind but it’s so hard to care
Reaper chased my soul and I just hope that it’s not spared
I can’t find the answers but I dont need a prayer
I never know when to cut out the cancer
Terrified it’ll bleed me out
I never know what’s best for me
Afraid I’ll never find the right route
No control in this life
There’s no fixing whats inside
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Guilt
03:32
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Trapped in my head
Constant routines
Is this my hell?
I watched the world turn on its back
As I scream for help
How do I just forgive myself
How do I forget my sins?
Let it all eat at me slowly
Knowing I won’t ever win
Guilt
Downward spiral
Deeper I fall
Into thoughts of black and grey
No way to repent for my sins
I know I won’t be okay
I can still feel the guilt
Shame is all that is real
And life is hell
I beg forgiveness for my sins
No way to find mercy within
I guess have to live with it
No one but myself to blame
Time never heals
The pain never stops
I’ll never control this
But life goes on
When you’re destined to fail
and your thoughts are repressed
you sit in silence while guilt eats away at anything left
And life is hell
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